My Page to Vent

My Page to Vent

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

OK I NEED TO VENT! SCREAM KICK, YELL, PUNCH, ETC!! WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET RID OF THIS ANGER!!!!! I just can't take it anymore!! But you would think that I would have learned my lesson by now! I just can't stand two-faced, double crossing, back stabbing people!!!!! Since this kind of bull crap has been happening to me since elementary school you would think that I would stop trusting people by now. Well, in most cases you would be right. But no! I still CAN NOT trust! I probably only have enough people (outside of family) that I can trust and can count on one hand. Let's start with the big one. I have 5 co-workers. 2 of them are not involved in this. They are innocent. Co-worker #1 went to have a colonic done and came back the next day ranting and raving about how wonderful it was and wanted the rest of us to try it. So co-worker #2 and #3 asked me when I got into work that morning if I wanted to go do it with them. By now the 3 of us tellers have worked together for over 2 years and have gone through alot together and I thought that we were finally at the point where we were good friends. So of course I said yes. Well, I waited for 2 days to see if they were going to call and make the appointment for 3 people. The 3rd day I had a 1/2 day since I had to work Saturday. Well, guess what?!?!? When I got to work, co-worker #3 and I were balancing the vault and she told me that her and co-worker #2 called and that the place to do the colonic's was extremely busy on Saturdays for quite awhile so she said that she was going to go one day after work and that co-worker #2 was going to go one day after work, making me think that they were going to go on seperate days. Well, they never bothered to call any other place. You can't tell me that the one place that co-worker #1 went to is the ONLY place in the ENTIRE KANSAS CITY, MO AND KANSAS area that does colonics!!! But I was ok for a moment or 2...........until the next day when the subject came back up and co-worker #1 said "I can't wait for you 2 to go on Tuesday to have your colonic's done!" I immediately looked right at co-worker #3 and said "I thought you said that you 2 were going on seperate days?!?!?!" I have been pissed off more than you can possibly imagine since I heard that!!!! Now here it is Tuesday and co-worker #2 comes down sick and can't go (aaawww poor thing). Now they have no choice but to go seperately (darn the luck). But co-worker #2 said to me today that they never meant to exclude me (you could have fooled me) and she said that IF all goes well, when she has her's done tomorrow that she will more than likely go have it done again, and she is still willing to go with me on a Saturday because she will be able to then schedule the appointment for a month out (what is wrong with scheduling the first one a month out? Or even calling a different company?). I don't think that I can ever trust again. Wouldn't you have the same problem? And excluding me is not the issue here. I think that they are totally missing that. The point is that they LIIIIIIIIIEEEEEED to me!!! I HATE LIEING!!!!! Second issue I am having is the lady that is SUPPOSED to be my personal trainer. I was introdced to this company called Melaleuca (fantastic products regardless of what she is doing to me). This woman told me that as long as I bought into the company that I get her as a personal trainer for free. Now yes, she does live a few states away, but that is the benefit of both of us having AT&T and both of us having the Iphone 4. We can do facetime when I am working out so that she can watch me. A plus right? WRONG!!! I started working with her March 1st and I have not heard from her in over 2 weeks. So I stopped working out. I think that just like with my co-workers I played right into her hands. She got me where she wanted me and then stomped all over me. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?! WHY DO PEOPLE DO THESE THINGS TO ME AND WHY DO I LET THEM?!?!?!?!?!